Competition is officially over, for my school lahz. Well, this yr is quite a satisfying yr for hwachong bball team, gettin a result of 5 wins 4 lost... At least we got a winnin rate rite? haha... Exams coming up, dunno whether im up to it not.. this is the most important part le.. cant afford to go 3P... hope not lahz... tomolo got english compo test... so was studying jus now...
Life has always been full of ups and downs... well... i think it is my down period now since p6... had not been able to perform well in almost everything, even games... dunno wad is wrong wif me... although i always put i smile on my face, go ard askin ppl not to be sad, in myself i am not feeling happi... feelin unsafe... feelin weird... feelin worried... most of the times i dun understand myself. Why am i doin this? Why am i doin dat? i jus realli couldn understand...
A lot of ppl are havin good times, a lot having bad times... now i dunnno who to tok to bout wad i feel.. not even my best friends... i dunno why... jus dunno how to say it...
Jus took my postponed chinese compo test this afternoon... it was horrible... i mean the environment.. lots of ppl also taking the postpone test, due to competitions and things like that... no teachers were there at the study area, so ppl jus walk ard tok, discuss, making the whole place noisy. Shldn hav wrote the newspaper report thing, too difficult to write...
realli gonna buck up now.... with my horrible feelings.... =(
